Thursday, April 06, 2006
Dammit la. My mom's giving me hell. Garr.
She was like "put your ez-link card on the organ"(cos my ex-link card ran out of money) but the organ was in the room, so i was like "what organ". It was meant to be a joke, but SOMETHING IS SERIOUSLY WRONG WITH MY MOM and she was like "So rude again ah! Next time i slap you" or something like that. She was like "this child so rude ah. Who would want a child like you". I was like thinking to myself "WTF LA. If you didn't want a rude child like me, why'd you adopt me in the first place?!" But that was just in thought la. If i really said it out, she'd be even more pissed. Either that, or she'd be really sad. But i seriously swear one day I'm actually gonna blurt that out. Not my first time thinking that la. Dunno how many thousand times already.
Last night also. Cos i found 2 kittens in school, then i brought them home. My dad was super pissed and he was like "WHY YOU BRING HOME FOR!!! THROW THEM AWAY LA!!!" Hell la. If he really throws them away, I can sue him for animal abuse. I will lor. I love animals to bits. Rescuing them especially. Sia la. What's his problem. I tell u, if my sis was the one who brought them home, he'd be like "oh so cuute!!!" And stuff like that. Talk about biasness man. If they wanted to show favouritism they shouldnt have adopted me in the first place right. Anyway my dad was like "get rid of them. blah blah blah blah blah(I can't rmb what he said cos i wasn't listening) It's either i throw the cats out of i throw you out". Then i was like "throw me out lor". Then i thought to myself "if you throw me out then no point adopting me in the first place.".
Sorry i'm seriously damn pissed at my heartless family right now. My mom seems more irritable nowadays. And she takes it out on me. EVERY LITTLE THING I DO!!! WTFFFF.
And they still complain that i don't come home early everyday. Or i don;t tell them when I'm coming home late. Cos if i come home early, that gives them more time to scold me. If i call to tell my parents that I'm coming home late, They'd nag and nag on the phone, then ask me to COME HOME NOW. So i'd rather stay out late and just run into my room when i come home, rather than call.
My life is screwed.
Without me showing any sign of ever making sense
Of my time
It's my life
And my right
To use it like i should
The world went by at [4:49 PM]
*`Serene Chen
Anarez Yamato-San
Singaporean
FuJian Baby
3rd Sept 1991
Dancer
Christ follower
Guitarist
Drummer
Drumaholic
Drakeaholic
TKGian
Animal Lover
{Wheelch@ir g@ngster}
Creamer Girl
Sk8er girl wannabe
Surfer chick wannabe
Virgoan
Slacker
Tanned `*
.::Faves::.
*`Animals
Skateboarding
Rolerblading
Drumming
Guitaring
Dancing
Jetskiing
Jamming
Crapping
Cheese
Teppanyaki
Bacon
Japanese
Anime
Friends
Boys`*
.::People::.
*`Tanya
Shiren
Chesed
pH
Fellow 3e3ers
My Kor[[Ruosheng]**
My Di[[Weilun]**
Jia Jun
Oliver?
Brandon
The gang
The guy on the bus
The guy who asked for directions
The guy on the MRT
The guy who asked ME to donate
The guy whose name I cannot mention
The OTHER guy whose name i cannot mention
The guy who used to work at Samuel and Kevin =P `*
.::Wants NEEDS::.
*`New mp3 player
iPod
Sony Ericsson W700i
A Skateboard
New Blades
Jet Ski
Beach Villa
New slingbag
Deathnote and Deathnote2 posters
Electric Guitar
Drumset
Drake Bell CD
Hawk Nelson CD
John Tucker Must Die OST
Ayumi Hamasaki CD
Yellowcard CD
Deathnote and Deathnote2 DVDs
NIV Bible
Whole series of FMP
Whole series of Burst Angel
More mangas
Surf Shorts
That uber cool skirt
Cut my hair!
Abs
Guy's shirts
Gundam Freedom
Zoid Figurine
To be able to draw
To go to America or England
To love and be loved
A life without problems and doubts`*
.::Memories::.
*January 2005
*February 2005
*March 2005
*April 2005
*May 2005
*June 2005
*July 2005
*August 2005
*September 2005
*October 2005
*December 2005
*January 2006
*February 2006
*March 2006
*April 2006
*May 2006
*June 2006
*July 2006
*August 2006
*September 2006
*November 2006
*December 2006
*February 2007
Right now, it's all about loving yourself and embrasing your flaws
If you know relationships don't work when you're too young, why get into a relationship at all?
When the going gets tough, the tough get going, so like i said, LET'S GET GOING!!!
Judge me now, for who i am...or am I to be blamed for a crime i didn't commit?
Why quarrel if you know that you will patch up sooner or later?
Love doesn't begin in the way we think it does. Love is a battle, love is war. Love is a growing sensation.
Before you give someone a piece of your mind, make sure you have enough to spare.
It's harder to be what you are, harder to be what you are not. It's harder to know what you need, harder to know what you've got.
When the night seems to be the darkest, it means the sun will rise up soon.
Although life has it's ups and downs, NEVER surrender in this game of life.
We met and we clicked, an invisible string tied. We hope that it would not be broken, but I'm sure that will never happen.
Friends are few and far between, so... uh... make sure you cherish every single one?
Friends are rare and hard to get. Cherish them.
If you can't laugh at yourself, I will do it for you.
We're not laughing at you we're laughing near you
You want a war, you got a war. But who are you fighting for?
Carpe diem, seize the day, make your lives extraordinary
Carpe diem, even if it kills me
For the first time in my life, I know what I want to do! And for the first time, I'm going to DO IT! Whether my father wants me to or not! Carpe diem!
But only in their dreams can men be truly free. 'Twas always thus, and always thus will be
Just remember, inside every girl, there's a boy. Wait, that sounded wrong.
Some are born great, some achieve greatness, and some have greatness thrust upon them
The Words
Just because I don't reply
Doesn't mean I'm avoiding you
Just because we don't talk anymore
Doesn't mean I dont think of you
Just because time has passed
Doesn't mean I have forgotten
Just because we had a misunderstanding
Doesn't mean it's the end of us
Just because you've seen me
Doesn't mean you know how I feel
Just because we'r far apart
Doesn't mean we can't still be friends
Friends Forever~**
.::SERENE::ANAREZ::.